Radically Poetic: Take Your Time, Darling—And What Are You Waiting For?

Welcome to a radically poetic frequency drop—a masterclass in presence, paradox, and the art of truly listening. In this episode, I take you on a wildly unfiltered ride through the cosmos of my mind, where numerology meets music, grief meets self-love, and the universe is always speaking—if we’re paying attention.

I dive into the power of asking better questions, the illusion of time, and why being fully yourself is the most radical act of all. This episode is for the seekers, the overthinkers, the ones learning to trust their own rhythm. I share my journey of healing, walking again—dancing again—after deep loss, and how I chose to defy every diagnosis by believing in what I couldn’t yet see.

It’s about mastery—not just of listening, but of life itself. So breathe. Put down your phone. Tune into the frequency. And remember: you are exactly, perfectly on time.

Let’s get radically poetic.

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Transcript

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Check, check, check, check it out. Yeah. You know, it's really frustrating, masterful listener, that I can't seem to wear my headphones, which help me hear my own voice and a hat. And if you know me, you know I wear many hats. A rad hat. I'm wearing one right now. If I post this video, then those of you who are watching can see it. And I was having a very, let's say, frustrating moment with my technology. So I'm actually in the headphones to make sure I sound the way I like. But I don't want to take off my hat because I really love wearing this hat. So here we go. The eternal dilemma. Do I take off the hat or do I take off the headphone? Is that it? That's mine at the moment. Hi, welcome back. Oh, see, now I feel like I sound a little too loud. Here's the thing I'm gonna tell you about having a podcast that if you don't have one, you might not know. And if you have one, then you'll know, probably. You might relate. Ooh. The tech part I have found to be very annoying because that's never really been like my strong suit. Like that has not been my story. I'm more the storyteller. I'm more, yeah. I think I'm gonna just like actually take off the hat. Here we go. All right. All right. I'm gonna get myself resituated here. Come on, headphones. Come on. Okay, here we go. Here we go. It is actually just helpful to hear yourself because what happened just now is I was wanting to post another episode and I was editing it. And when I listened to the audio, I'm I got very sad. I got really sad because it just wasn't great. And so, shout out to the last two guests who I've had who are amazing and brilliant and geniuses, and I'm so excited to post those episodes with Dr. Rad and Mr. Patrick Tam very soon. If you're listening to this one, just know I'm working on it. I'm a recovering perfectionist, so I don't need the audio to sound perfect, but when I have the gear and the equipment and did a sound check and then heard that it didn't sound great, it made me a little bit disappointed. But you know, it's actually connected to why I decided, screw it, I'm just gonna record another episode right now. And I find that when it's just me, it's easier. When there's another person involved, the sound tends to get more complicated. And isn't that just like such a metaphor for life in general? Right? Like anytime there's another being involved, another relationship, right, with another, it kind of gets amplified. It can get more complicated. It can also, of course, get more incredible and amazing and grow exponentially. So, you know, there you go. It goes both ways. Regardless, welcome back, masterful listener. So glad you're here. It is 9:32 p.m. on what's today's date? What is the date? March 6, 2025. Ooh, so 3, 6, 2025. That's 9 plus 9, which is 18, which is 9. For any of you out there who didn't know this about me, I'm a bit of a math genius. I've had this as a child. I could compute numbers very, very, very fast in my head almost instantly. So March 6th, 3-9, or excuse me, 3-6 is 9. 2025 is nine. It's the year of nine, the year of completion, the year of the snake. Very interesting. I'll do an episode soon, more about numerology. Um, but nine plus nine is eighteen. That's the day I was born, the 18th, and one plus eight again is nine. Did you follow that? So today is a day of completion in itself. And I decided that I was gonna sit down and record a radically poetic frequency episode. What does that mean though? What does it mean to be radically poetic? What does frequency even mean? You know, these words I've been hearing the word frequency a lot recently. I've said the word frequency a lot recently. I mean, I'm kind of vibing in my own frequency over here. I am a big fan of all things frequency. I'm a very multidimensional being. And I imagine if you're listening to this, you probably are as well, because I put out into the universe, I cast a sort of spell that this show would make it into the ears of those who are really genuinely, deeply, wholeheartedly, authentically wanting to master the one skill that I truly believe we don't learn, that we need to learn. And if I was president, I would have every child learn how to breathe and how to listen masterfully. So if you're back, welcome back. And if you're new to the show, welcome. Thanks for joining the party. At last, here we are. There have been a few songs in my mind recently. One of them is At Last. I just keep singing that song. At last, my love is within me. I changed the lyrics a little bit. The other song I've been singing recently is uh Wo La Da Oh La Da La Da All Night Long. One more time. Come on and let the good times roll. We won't stay until we sue the soul if it take all that long. Might be one o'clock and it might be three. Time don't mean that much to me. I haven't felt this good since I don't know when and I might not feel this good again. Who out there knows that one? It's called Good Times by Mr. Sam Cook. And by the way, Sam Cook, if you happen to have reincarnated back, please find me. I am ready and open and excited to reunite with you. As I say in the lyrics of my song that will be coming out soon, because yes, I will be making my own radically poetic album. That is the name of the album, that is the name of the book, that is the name of this episode, a line from the lyrics. So this is a sneak preview. Uh is take your time, darling. And what are you waiting for? That's sort of the vibe that I'm in right now. Take your time, darling. And what are you waiting for? A paradox, in a way. I believe I'm a paradox. I believe life is a paradox. I believe that everything is a continuum, and that is the essence of radically poetic. So tonight I decided I'm gonna channel what's coming through in this moment because yes, indeed, I am coming out of the metaphysical closet. And uh I posted that, by the way, a couple of weeks ago, just like on a little clip on social media, and I had someone comment on a post, which was so wild, and say something like, By the way, I just want you to know that I trademarked that word, that phrase or something. And I was like, Are you telling me I can't say that? Or are you just sharing with me that you want thought I would appreciate knowing that was very funny, then didn't respond to me. But it is funny how people feel sometimes, and I know I've been there too, that like we own words, kind of like, oh no, this is mine. Isn't that interesting? I actually kind of feel like I I am rad. I am radical. I mean, I am, but like radically poetic. It was like it came to me a couple of weeks ago as I've been in another wave of my own awakening. And I was like, oh, this is radically poetic. Oh my gosh, I am radically poetic. I've been radically poetic. How has no one thought that? Kind of how I thought about masterful listening when it came to me years ago, and here we are. Even how this show came to be is radically poetic. I mean, think of the world right now. I think it's really freaking radically poetic. I mean, whoo, so yeah, today's introduction is A to say thanks for being here. Thanks for taking the time to listen. I'm gonna go through one more time what it means to masterfully listen, because I realize in the last couple of episodes I have not uh remembered as much that we are at the world's first super rad listening school. And that means this is an opportunity to learn and relearn and learn again. The thing that I believe is very important for all of us to learn how to really do, which is truly deeply listen with our entire heart, with our entire being, instead of just waiting for our turn to speak. And um I'm gonna just call myself out and say, I know how challenging that can be. One of the reasons I still haven't posted the episode with my dear friend, mentor, chiropractor, Dr. Rad, shout out, is because even though I asked for permission in advance and designed that I'm allowed to interrupt, when I listened back to that episode, oh my goodness. Wow, I just almost like coughed really hard. I feel like that was the universe through me being like, I was so disappointed in myself. I masterfully listened to the episode as I do every time. Anytime I record a show, I always re-listen to it. Whether it's just me talking to me, the camera, or the the mic, whatever, or there's a guest, I always re-listen. Cause this matters to me. Like, I'm not just spending all this time 50, however many episodes, five seasons in, talking about something that's just like doesn't really feel important. This is the most important thing. My legacy here as Svetlana, which by the way means radiant light, just in case you're curious. Kind of cool that I finally realized that 39 years in. Um thank you to the person who reminded me of that. If you ever hear this, you know who you are. I appreciate you. Um, yeah, it's hard. It's hard to listen sometimes, right? Because we're all like excited, we want to share our thing and we all want to feel special and la la la la la. And again, I get it. Halfway through season one, I had a bunch of people tell me that I was a crappy listener. I was like, seriously. So I kind of wanted to punch them in the face, and I also realized that when there's a pattern, there's a reason for a pattern. So if people kept telling me something, I had enough awareness to pause and go, okay, I don't like it. I don't like what I'm hearing, and I don't like that that's what people are feeling, and I kind of wanted to get defensive and I kind of wanted to fight. But what was awesome was that I had done enough work on myself at that point where I noticed that and I got curious. Curiosity is a really, really, really super duper schmooper powerful tool. I'm feeling a little silly tonight, by the way. Yeah, see, I'm also giving myself full permission to be even more me because that's radically poetic. It's incredible how much it can happen when we decide to love ourselves enough to know ourselves. Like, how well do you really know you? Yeah, we're getting philosophical as well because guess what? I'm a philosopher and a mathematician, a bit of an astronomer, a bit of a renaissance woman. I'm also a singer and an artist. Did you know that? Did I know that? I want to see if I could put on this hat. No. See, I'm telling you, it's really a problem that I can't wear the rad hat and keep the headphones. All right, well, this kind of works. I think I can do it. Okay. Um, we're gonna be a little ADHD mode tonight. Again, if you've been listening to the show, this isn't really gonna surprise you. And if you, or it might, because I was being a bit more not buttoned up, but I was actually like planning stuff out a little bit more. And then I realized, wait a minute, but what it means for me to be fully in my essence, in my feminine quality, which by the way, we all have feminine and masculine energies. It's actually very healthy and normal. But I believe that it's very important for us, whoever you are, to be fully unapologetically yourself, myself. And for me, that means I'm gonna be moving around and switching around and pivoting and being rad, which stands for really awesome detour. And the sound might be a little bit annoying, or it might be great, and I might be overanalyzing it. Like right now, if you're watching the video, I'm like moving stuff around again. Yeah, you really can't wear the hat and the I'm gonna invent, I think, some sort of really cool way, or maybe there are headphones. If someone's listening to this and they know of some super rad headphones that are comfortable with like a fit, like a hat for like a podcast, that'd be great. I just love wearing hats. Hats are radical. People who wear hats get that, I think. Um what do I want to say? What do I want to say in this moment? 944. Nine plus four is thirteen plus four is seventeen. That's eight. Eight is the number of the uh uh the the infinity, right? Uh it's a very powerful number. So sometimes it can feel very, very, very confusing to be a human being. Really? You know. I don't know about you, but I know for me it's been confusing at times. What do you do? What do you not do? Who do you listen to? Who do you not listen to? What do you believe? What's the right thing? What's true? What's not true? What do I like? What don't I like? What's there even to do? What's possible? What's not? Oh my goodness, there are so many questions. There are so many questions. And if you've heard the show before, you've heard me say, perhaps, ask great questions, get great answers, ask crappy questions, ruin your life. And it sort of started out as a joke, but it's not funny. It's some of the most radically poetic wisdom that's ever come out of my mouth. And by the way, a lot of the time when these words have come out of my mouth throughout the years, I myself have been like, oh, what? What is wow, that's good. You know, rest is productivity. That was a recent one that just got me. Peaceful productivity, an oldie but a goodie. I am exactly perfectly on time. And so are you. A no is a yes to something better. Flexibility is opportunity. That one is a shout out to uh an old colleague, Lisa. If you ever hear this, you know who you are. Thank you. I still remember that one. Right? I've just always been this sponge for not just words, but for life, for information, but mostly for feeling. I am like a superhero who feels. I feel at a level that most humans, according to all of the days I have been alive and spoken to people and learned, apparently do not. Meaning I feel at a level where for better or for worse, whatever I say for better, because I determine my reality, because I am now aware that I am quantum physics and that our thoughts, our beliefs literally create our whole world. This sounds a bit woo, but it's also science. And it's also like I'm an example of that. And at this point, I don't even give a shit anymore what people think, like for real. That was actually the most radically poetic thing when I realized that truly getting to the point where you love yourself enough to know yourself enough and then be yourself is the most radically poetic shit of all. Because then you can do the thing that is your God-given like gift, right? And for me, my gift and you know, yours, your gift is to be fully you. Now that is radically poetic because let me tell you, in in this reality that we live in, in this uh we can call it um, you know, earth, um, some might say it's a simulation, some might say it's a game, some might say it's this human experience. Uh I say it is uh it is what it is, but this is it. I do believe that we are masters of our life, that we are each a god, meaning we have every ability, every power that exists within us. And that first you have to even consider the possibility that that might be true. And by the way, if you're familiar, if you've ever heard of this super rad dude called Jesus Christ, JC, you know, he said this too. So uh if you read if you're Christian, Jewish, just where whatever you believe, if you really listen to what a lot of very wise, very wise mystics, shamans, spiritual teachers say at least the ones that I listen to, right, because we always have a choice in what and who we listen to, they all pretty much say the same thing. It's all about love. And we have within ourselves everything we need. Everything we need, but a lot of things have gotten very distorted in life through a lot of things. For a lot of people, religion has traumatized them. For a lot of people, politics has traumatized them. For a lot of people, their families have traumatized them, just society in general. I mean, this whole reality, it feels like this massive. Um, how do I want to say this? It's like everything is designed, everything is designed to. Destabilize people's nervous system. Emotional regulation is now being proven to be the number one skill of an effective leader. And you know, I went through wave and wave and wave and wave of what Western doctors would call clinical depression, what the shamans, uh, maybe in more of the spiritual traditions would call a shamanic awakening. Uh I kept going deep into the dark to discover that I am not at all afraid of the dark. I am, in fact, very interested in the dark because it is not scary to me. It's just that which we are unaware of. But most people want to stay in what's comfortable. Most people want to, or whether they want to consciously or not, subconsciously, right? That's really where it's at. Most people don't want to do the work. It's easier to sit around, complain about the world, and act like a victim and drink it away and eat it away and smoke it away and talk it away and Netflix and chill the fuck away. But the truth is, and I'm not talking shit about that. I have done all those things. But at the end of the day, here's what else I know. You know what else I've done? Is I faced myself deeply with every fiber of my being. I dragged myself through hell over and over and over again, enough to realize that hell is something we create, as is heaven. It is here, it is in life, it is in this reality. And I'm very curious, whoever you are, how that even lands with you when you hear that. I'm curious if you want to keep listening or if you want to kind of shut off the episode. I'm curious what you choose to do with that, because here's the thing, and this is another part of masterful listening. We always have a choice. Okay, it doesn't feel like it often, especially in tough moments. It can feel like I have no choice. Yes, you do. You always have a choice. This is, by the way, what's called fierce compassion coming out of Svetlana. Yes. We always have a choice. You have a choice right now. You can keep listening to this and be fully engaged. And you can feel every word I say. You can feel the energy with which I'm speaking. You can connect to me at the deepest level possible in even the quantum field. You know, a lot of what we say isn't words at all, it is energy. Can you feel my energy? Right now, I'm sending energy, literally, with my hands. And if you're watching it and you're really actually tuning in, you will feel that. If you're listening, you could feel it too. You just have to believe that first that's even possible. Um, and now I lost my train of thought. So we're just gonna let that train go. See, the point is I have realized that sometimes I lose my train of thought, and that's okay. I've stopped saying, oh, what's wrong with me? Oh my God, does that mean I have a disorder or disability? No, it means I am a creative, vibrant spirit. I have a mind that's fast. I have a heart that's big, I have feelings and thoughts and emotions, and all this stuff's happening. And the thing is, one thing I know I have done because I'm still alive after dark episode of dark episode and dark episode and dark episode. You know what I realized? I realized throughout all of it that I could rewire my brain. And this is, by the way, neuroscience. Okay. I realized, and where I saw that I had rewired my brain was when I lost rad, my sweet soul dog. And when I woke up that first day on July 4th, radically fucking poetic, Independence Day alone, and my body couldn't work because my body could feel rad because we are connected in ways that we don't even realize. It's a whole other episode there. And I caught the question in my mind, and the question was why is this happening to me? I had just woken up alone with a body that felt like it was on fire. I could barely get up from my bed. My best friend had a seizure that lasted for hours and hours and hours and hours to the point where I had to choose to let him go in peace. It was a moment where I truly really understood love, unconditional love. I would not let him suffer for one more second just for me. And uh I caught the question in my hand, in my head, pardon me. That's an interesting slip. Um and I said, Sveti, you need a better question, my love. Even that voice that caught it was kind. And I came up with the question, what would make today a rad day? How do I honor rad? And I got out of my bed, even though my legs barely walked, and as I went on my grief journey, my body shut down even more and more and more. I literally at some point had a choice. 99.9% of the world, okay. I'm gonna say 98%, a high percent of the world of the voices around me were sprinkling in rheumatoid arthritis, autoimmune disease, me pills, all this shit. And something inside of me was like, no, fuck that. I just lost my best friend. I loved Rad more than I have loved any being ever on earth, ever, ever, ever, ever. He was the love of my life. He was the man that I'd been waiting to meet my whole life. Every day with Rad was the greatest day ever. And um I knew that this was my body's just collapse. I lost my grounding. I started researching about different pains in the body and how they're connected to different emotions. Uh my left ankle, foot went out, my right knee went out, my lower back, my shoulders, everything was connected to an emotion that I was feeling. So I chose to believe in that which I could not see. And throughout six months, where I literally ended up in a wheelchair, and I, you know, when you don't walk after a couple of months and you really are in pain every day. I was in pain every day, all the time, all the time, every day. I felt like my body was on fire. I was screaming in pain. And by the way, I just want to say I'm single. I live alone. I didn't have anybody around to help me. There were nights where I literally was crawling, dragging myself across the floor, screaming to get to the bathroom. But I didn't feel sorry for myself and I didn't call anyone in the middle of the night. Not because I don't know how to ask for help, because actually I know myself enough to know that I had to do this alone. I had to discover something for myself. I had to discover what radical self-love really meant. And it means that you sometimes ask for help, but you sometimes don't outsource the thing that you know you gotta do for yourself. I'm so proud of myself and I'm sharing this right now, A, to claim that for me, but also I it's for you. If you're choosing to listen to this right now, there's something in this for you. It is some sort of a reminder that you in this moment need because I set the intention that this show would reach those who it needed to reach. And by the way, 400 cities across the world, 46 countries. I haven't even really marketed the show. I've just posted a few clips here and there on social media. So it's doing what it said it was gonna be doing. And this show will continue to grow because it's time people are waking up to the fact that listening is important, real deep fucking listening. And what got me through that time and what got me back on my feet, which by the way, I'm not just walking, I'm dancing and I'm doing frequency healing. I'm gonna start talking about it. I'm using music as medicine. I healed my own freaking body. This was a medical mystery and a medical miracle, and it was radically poetic. And now I will continue sharing what I just went through because I know that I went through it in order to discover my voice. Funny enough, I've been using my voice a long time. I've been making videos for what 20 years. If you've been in my circle in some ways and like you know me more personally, you know how many videos I've made through the years. You've probably seen some of them. If you're just meeting me now, hi, please go back and search the internet if you want. There's a lot of content out there. It's funny when I find some videos from 10 years ago, 15 years ago, all like I found a journal the other day from when I was 16, and I was just smiling because I was like, wow, I've always been the same. It's 1001 right now. I just noticed that. 1001 and 19% battery on my phone. Um, guys, listen, the universe is always talking to us, but most of us are not paying enough attention. We're on our fucking phones. We're thinking about the next thing, we're not fully present. Wow, there's like this purple aura right above my head in the video. That's wild. I need to turn around and see if that's actually there. No, okay. Well, that's weird. I see it. Maybe you see it too. There is so much more here that meets the eye. If I could, I would give people even a taste of what it means to have faith, the kind of faith that I have found, that I've always had, that I forgot because I was made to feel crazy. You know, a lot of us as children, as younger people come in here and we we question things. We have these visions, these ideals, these beliefs. And then life kind of beats the shit out of a lot of us. It tells us, you know, it diagnoses us with all this shit, like even the ADHD thing. I've had such a big response. I'm doing a workshop soon called Choose Your Own D. I did an episode about ADHD. Even that I say that like if getting a diagnosis is helpful, cool. But for a long time, I was like, what is wrong with me? Am I lazy? Can I not concentrate? All this shit. And then when I finally calmed down, when my legs broke, literally from grief, and I was forced to sit. And I did. I literally was like, wow, I'm not lazy. I am so passionate. I care so much. I have so many ideas, and no, I don't want to waste my time doing a bunch of shit that I don't love. I want to spend my precious time on earth in this body as Svetlana, as this being I get to be, and you, whoever you are, doing the thing that lights me up. And then, oh, you bet your ass when I'm doing something I really care about. I am focused on it, like right now. And I'm still kind of amazed at this purple aura that is literally above my head. So I'm wondering if I'm just seeing things now. Very possible. I'm gonna post this video now, so maybe somebody can we'll see. But literally, um weird, wild, amazing, magical things are happening all the time. It's just are you paying attention or are you stuck in your phone, distracted by the chaos that is literally everywhere, meant to distract you and suck your energy. We are in a sort of matrix, okay, everyone? Wake up. Wake up and get off your damn phone. Just look around. Look at the trees, listen to the birds, look at someone in the eyes when you're walking by them. You might smile at them, you might just save their life. You know, I have a sticker on my car that says if you're looking for a reason to stay alive, this is it. And in the last couple of weeks, I've had a few people literally just catch my eye. Some have not said anything, but I felt what they said without saying anything. And some have come up to me and just pointed at it and said, Thank you. Some have given me a hug. Why am I telling you that? Because if you're looking for a reason to stay alive, this is it. Everything changes eventually. This too shall pass. So wherever you are, if things are really great right now, hell yeah, celebrate it, live it, love it, spread the love. If things are really crappy or feel so overwhelming and you have no idea how it's ever gonna end, blah, blah, blah, trust me, I hear you, I've been there, and this too shall pass. The first step is breathing and just acknowledging hey, it's okay, it's okay to feel however you feel, right? Feelings are all valid, my loves. But feelings are not facts. And I say this as someone who has a lot of feelings, okay. Lots of feelings. Feelings are valid, but they're not facts, they change, they move, and thoughts too. Be careful with the mind. The mind is a terrible, terrible master. But if you make it a humble servant, that works better. Is that the quote? Whatever, maybe I made that up. But the point is, don't believe everything you think. Our minds, for most of us, are conditioned to just be a bunch of neural pathways that are just these old, broken down highways with these roads full of potholes, and we're driving on them and we're thinking, oh, well, that's just the way it is. Uh-uh. No, that's just the road you've been choosing to take. But what if the next time you got in your car and you were driving towards wherever you're going in a way that you've done a million times to the point where you're not even thinking about anymore? You were actually present enough to see, oh, there's a really awesome detour. A really awesome detour, a rad way to go that I didn't even see before. And what if you took that detour? And what if you discovered that there's a whole other road that's beautiful and perfectly paved, or maybe it's a dirt road, and you can walk barefoot in the sun with your doggy or with yourself or with your friend and actually look at each other, connect with each other, not be sitting on your damn fucking phones. Put the phone down. If you're listening, though, to this on your phone, you can, you know, you can keep listening. But you get what I'm saying. It is radically poetic to put the damn phone down. I would rather you do that and not listen to the show. I'm probably the only podcaster and the only tech entrepreneur who's building an AI that's gonna help you put your damn phone down. I'm telling you, it is time to bring humanity back to itself. We are human beings, we are not human doings, and I am committed to leaving a legacy where I will be remembered for saying that yes, rest is productivity, that being direct is kind, that if someone has a problem with you, it's not about you, it's their shit. And that doesn't mean I'm uh insensitive. Oh, I'm quite sensitive. I'm just sometimes it's it's hard to hear the truth. But uh, you know, the truth is important to hear because if you're willing to just hear the truth and face it and stop acting like a damn victim, you might just wake up and think, huh, maybe I am a bit more in control, not of anything that happens outside of you, but of the story that you tell yourself about it. And that, my love, is the most important power that anybody can have. But the first step to getting out of prison is realizing that you're in prison. And we are all in a prison of our mind until we decide to literally open the cage which is not even closed. Liberate yourself from your self-imposed limitations, just step out of there and ask yourself who am I? Who do I want to be? Get to know yourself. What do you really like to do? When was the last time you just had a day where you just did what you felt like doing what felt good? And I don't care about the millions of excuses or questions that are gonna flood your mind right now. Really? I get it. Yeah, but what about my job? And what about this? And what about the blah, blah, blah, blah, blah? Yes, and what are you waiting for? This is it. I mean, what are you waiting for? Because, you know, take your time, darling, and what are you waiting for? One day you might not be in this body anymore, you know? And if this was gonna be the last day of your life, because it could be, you know, never know. Maybe not, maybe we live forever, you know. I like that story. Maybe we don't have to age and get sick the way we've so been programmed to believe. Maybe we actually get to thrive as we get older, to live our dreams. This was a dream of mine having a show. And right now I've been kind of talking randomly. I didn't even know if I had a specific topic. And I was like, well, can I post it? Yeah, you know why? Because I'm the boss of my universe. And this is my show. And if you're still listening, how cool! Thank you for following that channel that just came through me at 1011. Look at that. 1010 just passed. So I'm gonna start to wrap because I don't even know what I was really trying to say here, but this was more just for me. I sat here tonight to record because I was trying to get the sound better. And I realized that instead of playing around with the editing of the other episodes, which I want to be more clear-headed for, I'm just gonna record what's true for me in this moment. And what's true for me in this moment is this gratitude. Thank you. I'm so grateful to everyone who's listening to this show. I'm so grateful to the people who've really actually given me feedback, who've taken time to listen, not because I asked them to, but because they chose to, because they're getting something out of it. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. You are part of me living my purpose and doing exactly what I came here to do, which is to use my voice to radiate light, to reflect your own brilliance back to you. So if you're still here, thank you. And I hope you can feel me saying, you are awesome. You are rad. You are amazing. You can do anything. And even if you don't know how, just know that's normal because nobody really knows how. You gotta put one step in front of the other. If you're driving through the desert late at night, the only thing you need to see is a couple of feet ahead, and then it unfolds, and then it unfolds, and then it unfolds. Take the leap, take the jump. Your wings will grow. They always do, but you don't know until you leap. Nobody can leap for you. I can say as many inspirational things to you, and by the way, I've been doing it. Whole life. I am here to inspire, to radiate light, to support. I'm a coach, a healer, a mystic, a shaman, whatever. I'm Svetlana. I am me. I'm weird and amazing. And I keep learning about myself. And it's really, really, really, really fun to know yourself and to love yourself and to be yourself. And that doesn't mean that you don't get sad or angry and confused and lost. That's part of it. But what if getting lost was fun? What if getting lost was the whole point? What if getting lost was how you find yourself? I wish that for you. I wish that you allow yourself to get so damn lost that you throw out every rule or every way you think you're supposed to live or be, and just unapologetically find yourself just raw and weird and amazing, and just look at your own face, and that's your homework, whoever you are. Go look at yourself in the mirror and just say to yourself, Wow, hey, I love you. You're awesome. Thank you. Thank your body. Tell it thank you, body, because your body is masterfully listening to you. Every cell is listening to everything that you think and that you say. So I really encourage you to start really listening more to yourself and those thoughts. And if you find yourself saying some mean shit to yourself, getting down on yourself, first of all, no, it's normal. We all do it. And be gentle with yourself. Imagine you're holding a baby. If I handed you a newborn who was crying, would you yell at it? Would you judge it? Would you say, ah, there you are crying again? I bet you would not. What would you do with a crying baby? Would you comfort it? Is that how you're treating yourself?

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Go and be kind. And if you're not sure what to do in a moment, how to be, ask yourself, what would Svetlana do? What would Svetlana say? And you know what I would say for pretty much anything, I would say take a breath, and then take a few more. I would say you're exactly perfectly on time. You are exactly perfectly on time. A no is a yes to something better. You deserve peaceful productivity and anything else that your heart desires. And I would say don't take it all so seriously because it's kind of all a bit of a cosmic joke, and laughter is very fun. And listen to some music. Whoa! Listen to the music all the time. All right. Thanks for listening. If you're still here, peace out. That was fun. I'm gonna re-listen to this and see if it made any sense at all. And if it did, great. And if it didn't, great. Bye.